Tadaima~
This trip was sooooo damn tiring for me that I can't wait to go home. I think that I can never live in Japan. I'll die out of misery FATIGUE! But once in awhile for a trip is OK desu! It's kinda a contradicting feeling too... it's like, I can't wait to go home, but also not enough time because there are still bajillions of things I still haven't done in Tokyo, or BOUGHT!!! But the thing is that THERE ISN'T ENOUGH LUGGAGE SPACE!!! Seriously I had to restrain so much shopping on the last few days just because I wouldn't know HOW exactly to lug them to the shinkansen back to Osaka and then to Malaysia and then to Indonesia (God, I make so many stops LOL) But anyway, I'm glad to be home... and relieved that back at work my subordinates were all able to hold the fort while I'm gone hehe...

I haven't had the chance to actually talk about some of my thoughts after leaving the concert hall. I was chotto pissed, and now even MORE pissed at that psychotic nutball known as that crazy apple beeyotch that's been stalking Takki all around this tour!!! She was actually at our Osaka con too! WTF!!! I heard someone scream something weird and I couldn't catch what exactly she screamed, this was during the end of the 1st MC though, and then aki told me that it seemed to be the crazy apple chick because she screamed: "SHINIGAMI! SHINIGAMI!!!" It was PRETTY LOUD and distinct and I'm pretty sure Takki heard her but he didn't flinch a single bit. I really hope that the T&T fans her immediately jump her and stab her to death or something because hell, if she was next to me I'd probably do that, or at least reprimand her to just LEAVE OUR TAKKI ALONE!!!!!

Why exactly am I pissed at this crazy chick?! Because throughout the concerts I felt that despite Takki is genki and all that, I can SEE and feel that he has changed somewhat in his attitude towards the fans. He used to be the friendly one, always reaching out to fans, touching them, making eye contact, and Tsubasa would be the opposite. But now, it's the other way around OMG, Takki feels so distant even when he's walking by the fans on the hanamichi, I rarely see him make eye contact or even LOOK UP towards the fans. He would just wave while passing by WITHOUT making eye contact! The only people he would touch are like... BABIES and LITTLE KIDS!!! (which was good for me because during the nibu I was sitting smack right in the oyako block so he made A LOT OF STOPS on my block hahaha) XD Like the time when Takitsuba appeared in the middle of the center arena mini-stages, the minute a crane swings by, Takki didn't spend another second on his mini-stage but he immediately jumped on it like he couldn't wait to get out of there, while I saw eh Tsubasa was still like dancing and waving to the fans on his mini-stage with the crane waiting for him!!! This happened on both shows, like Tsubasa stayed longer among the fans in the arena while Takki quickly jumped on his crane to get the hell outta there!

I thought I was the only one who noticed those little things but when I talked to Aki and Jam about it, they felt the same way too. And we were just wondering why he changed and the only reason we could come up with was probably the madness of that crazy apple chick. I don't get why this chick isn't banned from all the concerts already?! First, she exhibits such a crazy obsession that I believe is an endangerment not only to the artist but TO THE OTHER FANS AS WELL!!! Like I wouldn't want to get stabbed (literally) from the back just because some unstable crazy chick decides to prove that I'm an immortal being or some crazy sh1t like that!!! And most of all, I am very angry if she really turns out to be the reason why Takki changed into such a distant person now. Plus, this crazy onna really give all the fans A FREAKIN' BAD NAME!!!! Now Takki's gonna think that all fans are rabid psychoes like her

Sigh... I don't know. I'm just very disturbed and bugged by this. I just really hope that this woman won't pose any sort of danger to Takki in the future. Knowing how unstable and coo-coo her head is. I feel like yelling at her on her stupid blog but the last URL I had of hers was moved and I don't know where she blogs now (I don't stalk stalkers LOL)!

Seriously, crazy apple chick needs to GET A FREAKIN' LIFE!!! I'll never forgive her if she really did "break" our happy Takki!!! God, fandom just isn't the way it used to, is it?

Categories > rant, takizawa hideaki / 843 words / Permalink
Posted on > 06/04/2007 17:00pm by Nefretiri