Tsubasa is soooooo awesome 

Ahhh he is really super super super kakkoiiiiii
(even with that new hair I think he's still kakkoiiiii!) And I am sooo glad I got to see Tsubasa's solocon too before I leave... and even if Takki wasn't there tonight, seeing just Tsubasa alone made up for the lovesickness because basically, Takki & Tsubasa are ONE
I do hope he will come tomorrow! 
First time to a Tsubasa solo concert, and I must say that he and Takki are really two completely opposite characters! Like, the air and atmosphere of the Tsubacon was just sooooo different than Takki's... they're both really good though but it really showed how unique they are in character from one another, and yet they complete each other so much! It's really like Tsubasa is black, and Takki is white, I really feel that way in the cons... 
One funny part was when Tsubasa was singing the Serenade acoustic, only with Ishigaki (of FIVE) on the piano
and for some odd reason, Ishigaki botched the chord in the first part before entering the chorus... and so Tsubasa stopped the song and restarted again, so Ishigaki could play the right chord
But the second time, Ishigaki STILL played the wrong chord again
AND SO TSUBASA WENT: "STOP! STOP!" again!!!!
LOL OMG... it was soooo funny coz everytime after they stopped, Tsubasa would be saying the same things over and over again, that this is a Takitsuba song and they're doing a different arrangement to it blah blah... and everytime it was stopped and repeated, he had to repeat the same thing again! LOL!!!
And even at the THIRD time, Ishigaki STILL played the wrong chord and Tsubasa kinda chuckled at that part but he didn't stop it this time and continued on singing hahahahaah!!! *whacks Ishigaki* 
Tsubasa also showed everyone about 30 seconds of the new Venus PV! 
Uwah~ seriously I was sooo shocked! I did *NOT* expect that at all! He started talking about how the PV had been shot and all that... and about the 4 languages of course, and he said that Takki was worse than him in singing the foreign languages? Or was it the other way around? LOL... but anyway yeah... he showed a 30 second CM of Venus and it was them wearing white suits... with lots and lots and lots and LOTS of rose petals ne
Kakkoiiiii--- but if I remember correctly, there was actually this scene where I saw TxT singing and dancing but they were with a bunch of other random people and they're wearing colorful clothings? Wha? I was like... wha? OK, gotta wait for the PV then!
But speaking of the Venus PV, I managed to catch (and record) the 10 second CM for mu-mo (which the song is for) at the big large monitor in Shibuya!
(adds this as another new point in the "Things I do for Takitsuba" list!) ...and that is to wait in the freaking freezing cold at the edge of the big big Shibuya crossroads, in a position where I'm holding up my camera towards the monitor and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting for the CM to pop up!!!
Fffing hell, it was fffing COLDDDDDD 

and I just froze in that position until I managed to record it properly!
Actually I recorded it yesterday but I was so shocked when it came on I started screaming, and my friend asked what was I screaming about, and I started telling him about TxT in screaming mode... so yeah, that wasn't a very nice file to share... with a lot of me screaming in the background
But I finally got a clean one... (without me screaming that is!) Hahahahahah!
Tsubasa talked about Takki A LOT!!! He was asking the audience too... did you all go to Takkicon? Did you buy Hidezo? And he said that he also came to support Takki, and that he was truly touched when he saw Takki really trying to do the best he can in his solo performance... he repeated again that he was touched and he cried... awwwwwww
This time he seemed to have really meant it though... 
Ahhh Tsubasa is just too kakkoiiiii
I didn't know a lot of his songs but there was this one song Aki been warning me repetitively about... EDGE
She told me that I should not be binocular-ing Tsubasa but I should LOOK AT THE SCREEN and O.M.G. she is right! There's like this super sexy gothic devil Tsubasa with his still-long hair and what looked like cuts... omg it was just so HOTTTT 
Tsubasaaaaaaaaaaa....... 
But Jenn told me he wasn't at his prime tonight because he didnt even dance half the dance he was supposed to dance?
Tsubasa daijoubu? Is that why he didnt come back out when the auditorium was roaring for soooo long for a 2nd encore? But he didn't come out
Oh no... now I'm wondering if he's ok

And I am FUCKING PISSED OFF 

at super rude rude rude junior fans who just completely ignore Tsubasa and went for the juniors!
Like there were these two really annoying girls sitting next to me and even from the opening to the very end, they kept lurking BEHIND MY BACK (literally) to catch a glimpse of some random junior who happen to be in the audience seats somewhere!!!!
I was sooo pissed off seriously! They just kept leaning over and hovering over me to binocular towards the seats and completely ignore Tsubasa! When Tsubasa came to the right side (where my seats were) I kept knocking my arm and penlight with theirs because I was shaking my penlight towards Tsubasa's direction and they were going for the juniors on the main stage, which got us caught in a crosspath!
And the worse thing... they FUCKING LEFT before the concert ended!!!!! 

I mean it would've been better if they just left from the beginning so that I could have more room to move! SHEESH!!!!!!
I am PISSED beyond belief!!! And they are soooo loud and inconsiderate too!!!! ARGH!!!!! HATE!!!! 
Anyway... it's my last day tomorrow... then I'm actually flying off at night
It's like... I don't wanna stay longer, but I do wanna stay longer too... ahhh I dunno... it's almost as if personally I do not like the lifestyle in Japan, but perhaps I want to stay here because it's sooo much closer to Takki and sooo much easier
Again and again everything in my life is based on Takki
Can't help it... I love him to death!
OK gotta go... I hope Takki comes to Tsubacon tomorrow... minna report onegai shimasu