As I said previously, I took quite a number of pictures at the Family Club of the TxT messages
Here they are:
I'm home in Singapore
It's kind of a mixed feelings too, on one hand I feel sad for being so far away again from Takki, but on the other hand, I AM SO DAMN GLAD TO BE BACK IN THE HOME OF FIVE-STAR LUXURY
*LOL*... not exactly home sweet home but at least no more lugging four luggages up and down the steps of Ikebukuro station
No more cramped hotel spaces, and I actually get to go around IN A FREAKIN' CAR!!! 
Japan is taihen!!!!
I don't think I'd be able to survive if I lived in Japan, I'll probably throw myself in front of a moving train like what Aki told me of this very gory Japanese movie of a bunch of girls throwing themselves in front of a train for mass suicides
I'm soooo glad to be back home near friends... came back from the airport back directly to Aki, Fang and Momo
And we basically... didn't sleep all night *DIES*
We turned our hotel room into a TxT room for the night!
All my money is practically gone *poof*... even my rainy day stash for emergency JE needs coz apparently I went back to the Johnny Shop on 29th morning and despite that I've yet lined up for another HOUR just to get INTO the shop.....
(Dude, there isn't a day in Japan this time that I went into the JE shop WITHOUT lining up for AT LEAST an hour---in Osaka I lined up for freakin 2 hours total getting into the shop and paying for my Takki zenbu sets!)
Anyway... so my last day I went to the Johnny Shop but STILL no Takki official live photos...
I got really pissed (because no new official shop photos---even though I *DID* get a bunch of unofficial photos of "HARD TAKKI"
) so I blew off all the rest of my money on a bunch of clothes in Harajuku (and even chitchatted with a ganguro shopkeeper who called Takki "utau heta"
LOL! *whacks her* But she was sooo nice and funny I couldn't get mad at her, in fact we laughed soooo much about Takitsuba, she's so cute!!!) Ah basically to every store I go they asked me if I'm "gaijin-san" and did I come to Japan for holiday? And I kept replying that I'm actually here for a concert and then every single time we get into this conversation about Takitsuba *LOL*... even with the Samantha Thavasa shopkeeper, and that vintage kimono shopkeeper where I bought yet ANOTHER bag at (the vintage kimono shopkeeper is actually a Tsubasa fan and she was even asking me if I knew about the 4 language Venus---and she was like saying how she's curious about hearing Takki sing in all those languages! hahahah that was fun, talking about TxT with shopkeepers!)... ah there goes my rainy day JE money stash
But I ended up giving my Samantha Thavasa bag to my mom as "proof" that I'm in Japan NOT JUST FOR A TAKKI TRIP
*LOL* (But anyway we share all our stuffs together so what's mine is hers and what's hers is mine hahahah zuruiiiiii
)
Anyway I didn't get to see Takki in the Tsubacon that I went to, but I'm so glad I managed to catch Takki in Hanamaru Market the morning before I left... and it was a LIVE show too
IMHO in Hanamaru Market, for some reason he looked really skinny and kind of... old? I mean not as YOUTHFUL as he used to be? But even so, he was still soooo cute! 
Tsubasa is soooooo awesome 

Ahhh he is really super super super kakkoiiiiii
(even with that new hair I think he's still kakkoiiiii!) And I am sooo glad I got to see Tsubasa's solocon too before I leave... and even if Takki wasn't there tonight, seeing just Tsubasa alone made up for the lovesickness because basically, Takki & Tsubasa are ONE
I do hope he will come tomorrow! 
I went to the combini to check up on today's newspapers... and I ended up buying a huge big pile... or like 5 or 6 newspapers

WTF yo I never even read newspapers back home and I'm buying newspapers in Japan
*THUD* Hahahaha... the things I do for Takki! (And the things I do BECAUSE of Takki!---I will tell you more of this at the end of the post!)
But anyway, I was at the newspaper rack and I was browsing and opening each one to find which ones has Takki right? And I almost fell over when I opened Sponichi because of this:

HG!? No, it's Takki da fooo~
*DIES LAUGHING* 
I almost cracked up sooo loud at the racks but decided to channel it to my keitai keypad and e-mailed Cyn instead because we shared such a good laugh over HT 
HG that night and she was wondering if anyone thought of the resemblance too and now suddenly ALL THE NEWSPAPERS are writing over the same reference
BWAHAHAHAHAHHH!!!! Now that Cathy and Aki had reminded me that Takki HAS in fact met Hard Gay in Zubari, I am now convinced that he *IS* actually doing a parody of HG! HAHAHAHHA!
And the newspapers actually referred to the abbreviation of "HT" as "HARD T" instead of "HIDEAKI TAKIZAWA"
*THUD*... I mean, I TOTALLY DID NOT SEE IT AS "HARD T"!!!!
Because Takki's logo for this con *IS* "HT" so I kept thinking oh it's "Hideaki Takizawa"
So it's "HARD T"
*DIES LAUGHING*
@ 1:30am
OK!!!! CATHY JUST TOLD ME THE "FOOOOO" THING IS A HARD GAY THING!!! so Takki was DEFINITELY purposely parody-ing HG with the hat and especially coz he yelled "YOKOHAMA FOOOOOOOO~" when he came out for his ero ero dance!!!! XDDDDDDDDDDD *DIESSSSS*
Ahhhh my head is in a whole big jumble right now
I spazzed out soooo much I didn't pay attention because there were just soooooo many things to spazz about in the Yokohama concert!!!
Ahhh Takki otsukaresamaaaaaa
YOUは最高ですよ! 
OMG everything is sooo jumbled up in my head right now I have no idea how to put this all together... but ahhhhhh omg I LOVE TAKKI SO MUCH!!! HE IS THE MOST FUCKING ADORABLE PERSON IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD 

BAKAAAA! 
@ 10:34
I added more stuff that I remembered when I was drooping to sleep!
OMGWTF I heard Venus
and I had my volume up so high when it blasted out of my speakers I almost flew off my chair
*THUD* It's... it's.... it's....
MUY MUY LATIN
...seriously, it's kinda... RICKY MARTIN-Latin! Not even, it's exactly like it! Muy muy Ricky Martin!
aki and I were both listening with lots of
silences on our MSN wondering if we love it or we hate it or... LOL!
I kinda like it...
or... do I? (I'm a confused girl, really) 
And I thought Serenade was kind of Latin? But this one is like... mucho mucho latin! LOL... I'm not making sense am I?
Anyway... I'll probably try to like convert my file to a low-bitrate (sample quality) and put it up if I have time... but probably no time...
Anyhoo, the song will premiere on Tsubasa no Tobase radio show on Thursday so I'm sure there will be downloads by then~
okie... gotta get back to packing... am flying tomorrow 
Lis and Leelin... sorry haven't replied your mails, will write you both tomorrow during transit! 

@ 20:10pm
I'm like... in 4 hour transit in Changi... nothing to do... cut my Venus mp3 into a sample-quality WAV file just so you guys can hear what it's like XD Do comment what you think about it ne! And psst... can you please not post it up elsewhere, I mean, not in public posts? Thanks ^^v
OK... my next post will be from Japan XD wakakakaka--- ANYWAY, now that you heard a little bit of VENUS, don't forget to preorder the CD ok!!!!!
Ah this Takki now got sooo much free time eh
Or maybe I should thank Yoko for kicking Takki back into the update-whore he was back in 2004
*LOL* Wahahahaa~ *pets Yoko*
Cynthia..... 



So here I go~yo.
『Year 2005』
This year is a taiga year ne
To me, this year became an asset in terms of work, and it relates to me as a person as well, anyway it's one very precious year na
When I saw the compilation, the truth is during Shanaou's early days, everyone was like: "Takizawa-kun~ daijoubu de ka~~~~"
At that time even I knew that eventually I'll have to do the death part but it was still very premature then
Not to make any excuses, but there was a lot of things that I haven't properly gripped, and a lot of things about Yoshitsune I haven't understood yet at that time. It was tough yo, acting
It's not just acting by dialogues, but you have to get into the feeling, and blend with the camera movement, lighting has to blend beautifully with the set, mental and physical strength too and despite I've had some training but despite my guts, for Takizawa the actor, the hurdle became higher and higher! Meaning there's always a new mark to go towards ne
It was the kind of work that became the turning point of my life in entertainment
I think I'd like to do a historical drama again na 
『Concert』
I've said in the beginning though that the solo concert this time will have ZERO of Christmas colors ne
I don't want to follow the world's stream so I'm not considering it 
Because I want to do a more fun event than Christmas






Christmas~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I won't lose to you naa~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (loud voice) Because this is our holiday, so kimono! This time will be very Japanese so in the opening I'll also wear kimono
It will stand out as opposed to casual wear yo
But if I am the only one wearing kimono I'll be the only one that stood out desho
CHIKUSHOー CHIKUSHOーda yo, GAPPE MUKATSUKU
Fine yo, if you can't wear it's OK yo, but naaー for the people who wear casual clothes, I will call up to the stage and punish you in front of everyone 



Maaー if it's really impossible then it's OK but
( ̄□ ̄;)!! KUSO
『One word』
nna
*DIES AGAIN* 



Not only it's a huge long ESSAY
(I opened this write post window at 11 AM and look at the time now!!!!! X.x) but the things he said OMGWTFROFLOLDIES 



I'm gonna skip the entire Yoshitsune part *shoots Takki to get over Yoshitsune already*
*LOL* but the CONCERT part



*THUD!!!!* 
① He wants to compete with Christmas
Takki, you wanna compete with Jesus ka? Dame da yo! LOL!!! 
② He again emphasizes more on kimono kimono kimono 
③ He swears not once, not twice but THREE TIMES 
④ AND TAKKIー
I think you really need to fine tune your reverse psychology naaaa!
Anou ne... if you remember many of his reverse psychologies... LOL... they're all potential backfires! JUST LIKE THIS ONE! He'll call the people wearing casual clothes ON STAGE???
ON THE SAME STAGE WITH TAKIZAWA HIDEAKI
*hears the wave of stampede of fangirls returning their rented kimonos back to the stores* 



AND WHAT IS THAT LAST ONE WORD "nna"
Seriously LOL I'll really never understand what goes on in that head of his! He's sooooo dooooorkkkkyyyyyyyy 


Kimono, or no kimono
Kimono, or no kimono
LOL! Let me go flip a coin~
Ahhh I had this draft saved for almost 2 days already hahahah---
Takki is soooooo hot
when he's all pissy... iyaaa---
*DIES* Ahhh he's so cute and mischievous and PISSY this time in Shokura it's just damn priceless to not share and talk about it~
Let's go meet pissy Takki 
@ 2005/12/16 12:36am
Download link updated!
OMG *DIES HAPPY*
Two days in a row
Thanks for the big whack cyn
*LOL* AND THANK YOU TAKKI TOOOOO

OMG I really was too caught up in Yoshi sorrow WTF!!!
Hahahahaaa Yoko bouncing off the walls BUHAHAHAHAHAHAHH I'm imagining how excited he must've been!!! Just like the fangirls!!! Ahahahaaa~ 
I think it finally hit me hard today that Yoshitsune is really, really over
One whole year I was commuting back and forth between my downtown apartment and my suburbian home to set my VCR (I get free NHK in my downtown apartment coz its 90% Japanese residents) experiencing botches now and then where I have to re-set my recording for the rerun... and now it's reeeally gonna feel weird that I don't have to do that again, and my concierge is probably gonna miss me coz he won't get my weekly dash-in-dash-out visits anymore 
And previously my bawl-o-rama record was held by Kimutaku's 「空から降る一億の星」, but that record was broken by Yoshitsune *LOL*
OMFGWTF never cried so much in one episode, and it doesn't help that I watched it last night at 2 AM in the morning and ended up with a huge headache the next morning 
Ahhhh and I should've watched that NHK Saturday Studio Park live interview clip before I watched Yoshitsune because Takki's message to the audience was to bring a towel BATHTOWEL to watch Yoshi (for the flood of tears)
and OMG HOW TRUE!!!! 

No, I didn't bring a bathtowel with me so I ended up with more blotches on my Mogu 
That was really sad though... I think I cried the most when Saburou made that crabby kani face like a little kid to his Yoshitsune-sama 

Aaaaaaa... and Kisanta... Jirou's gory death... and that split second moment when Yoshitsune and Benkei only exchanged few words and said goodbye with their eyes
I can almost hear it in English... "It was an honor serving you, sir!" 
But I do have one small complaint about Yoshitsune's death scene though -.- WTF was that white light exploding through the roof thingy! THAT WAS REALLY CHEESY... and ALMOST DESTROYED MY BAWL-O-RAMA MARATHON coz I almost BURST OUT LAUGHING!!! *thud* And the white stallion in the sky.... OMG thud... *complains complains* ahhh OK, the white stallion I can tolerate, but shouldn't Yoshitsune-sama ASCEND to heaven a little more gracefully rather than EXPLODE THROUGH THE ROOF like that? o_O;;;
But all in all, twas a good year
And Yoshitsune's last episode ended very well too. I liked the way they showed a vision of young Shanaou running through the forests of Kurama mountain, a place where he grew up~
ahhh it's like, Yoshitsune's spirit never really left the places and the people he loved 
Otsukaresama, Yoshitsune-sama, and see you in Osaka!
Btw, I finally made time to pick up my magazines amongst the hectic-disruption-of-my-life-by-an-overseas-family-member-visit
So anyway, and my PC is pretty much fixed except that it still has no modem, but I managed to update the scans in the gallery so go go go go to the front page already! 
Anywaaaay... one paragraph in DUET 01/2006 that caught my attention the most was...
Remember I said last time that Yokoyama Yuu (of Kanjani8) is a Takiren addict
Today's Takiren is a
Yokoyama Special
Thank you neeee momo-chan!
And thank you always to Cynthia!!! 

Yesterday late at night Yokoyama, Murakami and Maru who were shooting in the studio next door unexpectedly came to pay me a visit da
And Yokoyama was like, I always read Takiren yo
Please hayaku update yo
he said that to me
For that reason, I'm doing a Yokoyama Special today 





To Yokoyama.
Did you cut your hair? We haven't drank since Dream's wrapup yo ne? Hayaku let's go yo
We'll meet at the yakiniku place in Kobe again
Jyaー because you've promised to talk about this update on the radio, please also talk about all the events during Dream Boy wrap up day
the ones that can be said... 







At the first party Yokoyama disappeared halfway (―_―メ) Where did you go? I asked everyone but everyone said they don't know, so please explain of your whereabouts 
*ROLLS ON THE FLOOR LAUGHING* 
Cindi and I were dying from laughing too much today~ and she said Takki sounds like a MINI-SHACHOU
(LOL! Mini-Johnny?????)
*DIES*!!!! Johnny-san has a mini-me and his name is Takizawa Hideaki! 

(and literally "mini" too) 
Ahhhhh THAT IS JUST... SO PRICELESSLY CUUUUUTE


I'm imagining how Yoko said it to him, all demanding telling Takki to HAYAKU UPDATE YO!
And Takki ->
*LOL* It must've been EXTREMELY FUNNY especially coz it came out from Yoko!
Who would've thought Yoko is a Takiren-fanboy!
So yeah I'm now counting on Cin and Cyn for their report on TONIGHT's Recomen onegai shimasuuuu~
I hope Yoko says something about it~ 
Wahhhh Takki still busy busy ne..... doing his sound editing in the studio til late late late at night~ ahhh he works sooo hard I love his perseverance
Takkiiiii--- see you in Osaka ne
Correct me if I'm wrong but if a Satomi Hakkenden press conference took place on December 5, 2005
it would mean that Takki would be sporting his new hair
desho
SO HOW COME HIS HAIR LOOKS...
EXACTLY THE SAME???



Takki, exactly what part of your hair did you CUT?
If you notice the back part of his hair is still long too and he was complaining about not being able to cut the back part coz of the hair extensions right
Even his precioussssss
bangs looks intact too LOL! Takki, do you have some abnormally rapid hair growth or something 
Duuuuuude
OK I guess we mourned 7 days and 7 nights over the death of Takki's beautiful hair for nothing because IT IS STILL INTACT



*LOLOLOL* Although, we weren't exactly much in mourning were we? 
Mwacks
arigachuuuuu momo-chaaan

[random]
What the heck? CDJapan sent me a newsmail coupon worth 500 yen A DAY AFTER I PLACED MY SINGLE PREORDERS
Naturally, I can't apply them to the new TxT singles coz the orders had been placed!
Zuruuuuuiiiiiii! 
[/random]
P.S. Uwaaaa~ Takitsuba FC Vol.15 is out today and it's like allllll Tsubaaaaaaaa~ (and a few pages of Yoshitsune crankup)! Hayai ne... already out in auctions! *LOL* Sometimes I wonder why these people even bother to enroll in the FC if they sell their FCs as soon as it arrives? But then again they sell so people like me can buyyyy~ LOL ok *stops complaining*
*WHACKS THE DAILY SPORTS STAFF*

WHO THE HECK IS TAKIGAWA HIDEAKI

*LOL!* 
I went to sneak a peek at the Daily Sports Zoom J Interview page just now and the first thing I noticed was:



OMG BUHAAHAHAHAHAHAH THEY ACTUALLY MISSPELLED HIS NAME???!!! OMG SHOULDN'T THAT BE THE BIGGEST SIN IN THE GEINOU WORLD? TO ACTUALLY MISSPELL A TAIGA DORAMA LEAD ACTOR'S NAME? *LOL* Buhahahahaha 
I hope they didn't misspell it on the newspaper itself!
Uh... cyn
*LOL*
Is "Takigawa Hideaki" Takki's clone? Is he as hot and amazing (and baka and dorky) as Takki too?
Are there more Takki clones stashed behind Daily Sports' editorial rooms? Come on, Daily Sports!!! Share them Takki clones with us!
Who would've thought cuddly wuddly big teary anime eyes that melts you into this puddle of ooze could actually EXIST in real life
If you read Azrael's editorials in Outpostnine, he nicknamed one of his students as "Ultimate Sweetness" and he describes her cuteness to be so extreme that it has this artery-clogging effects that could cause instant coronary heart attack and sudden death of heart explosion or something 
Oh duuuuude... I think I almost squished the magazine and myself to death when I opened the TV Pia page and saw one Hamtaro-Yoshitsune staring right at me with those cuddly wuddly eyes!!! 



= 
Please excuse me while I screech myself to exploding into gazillions of screeching pieces!!!! 


OH MY DONO YOSHITSUNE-SAMA 

Suddenly I'm seeing that yamabushi CUP-SLASH-HAT in a VERY different light now!
Go click the bigger scan in the next page to see just HOW HAMTARO he looks!!!! 

I've been meaning to talk about Yoshitsune but never got a chance... 